To start off, everyone... i'm gay.
Okay... lately I've been feeling a bit depressed because of someting my dad told me four nights ago, it was on my sexual orientation. He said it was an abomination to humanity and that I was a disscrase to the family.
I do not agree with him one bit, but it really got to me. I started feeling depressed as my mind wandered on the toppic. I felt like utter crap. I started thinking," What's the point of living if there is no one to support you when you need it." I was acting like a different person, one that was really ugly inside and just wanted to drop dead.
But today during my lunch break, I met up with one of my female friends, Mercea, and i told her my situation and where I stood. We talked for 20 minutes or so and we some how got off toppic. One thing lead to another, and she told me that she was really interested in me. I was suprised, mainly because she knew I was gay. I'm still confused...
Anyways, we talked about, us, and come to find out, she was so understanding, she and I have so much chemestry it's not even funny. Right now iI am officialy a Heterosexual and iI am not ashamed to say so.
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